.Saturday, February 28, 2009@10:34 AM.
i wondering how long i haven been blogging.. even i dun blog no one will come and tag or anything.. lols.. i have nth to talk abt.. but there still one word i wanna say which is : WORRIED.. dun ask me why.. but the feeling that i have is weird.. it seems like i have forgotten something or someone.. last week.. my baby cousin chat with me on the phone she just 2 years old.. she ask me a weird question that it shouldn't be a question for her age to ask.. so she ask me jie jie.. can i ask you one question? i say : sure.. baby: why do all adult keep mumbling say mommy love is the biggest thing in the world.. Me: * shock* why do you ask this? baby: dunno.. they say everyone noe wat that only i dunno so i ask you lor.. Me: oo.. i c.. hmm.. this question really question me down.. * heartache* Baby: huh.. you dunno arh.. so bad.. Me: i go and find the ans then i tell you next time ok? Baby: ok.. hehe... * put down the phone* well.. after the conversation i asked myself wat is mother love feels like? all i noe is the past of myself, my heart filled with hatred.. for now it filled with sorrow,pain,cold,worried... i noe wat i wan but i dun dare to do it.. sometime all the things that i hope for all appears in my lalaland but it does not happen in the true world.. slowly i will be a full flegde blod blooded person..
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