.Friday, November 21, 2008@3:33 AM.
Hi everyone.. this few days many thing happen.. my health getting weaker then usual.. i might afraid something bad will happen.. my gastric is getting worst day by day.. yesterday i went to see doctor.. and doctor warn me to be careful.. she said that i have something call gastric liquid and is harmful to my health.. then she give me 10 days medicine and ask me go home and take first.. if after 10 days my health got improve then i can use medicine to control it.. but if the liquid still remain in my body then i will have danger.. so i have to wait for 8 more days then go back to the doctor to check again.. i hope this 8 days can really improve.. i really can't take it anymore.. i lost my appetite of eating.. everyday have to take the pain in me.. i scare i might b gone.. i dun wan to go for operation i DUN WAN!! this gastric pain is been in me for 1 week plus.. if inside have holes i really have to go for operation.. but now i dun wan to think for that i wan to get forgiveness from my friend Stephanie.. i won't go until i settle this problem.. but if i really go for operation, and if fail.. i will wan to say is thanks for been my friend for so long.. i have no regret for the decision you made.. sry for hurting you so much.. but in my heart i truly treat u as my best friend.. i swear for that... All i could say is i dunno how long can i take the pain.. I'm sry. If something really happen to me.. dun b sad i not worth for that..
Labels: Gastric problem..