.Saturday, November 15, 2008@1:12 AM.
* cries* yesterday midnight, i talk to Huiting.. i was so forgetful that i dun even remember that she leaving sg to go malaysia( genting) to have her holidays.. to say the truth, my memory of something or someone slowly fade away.. and i told her that if she leave then i will b alone but she told me that.. i nvr say i go liao won't come back mah.. why u so worry.. then i say.. I WORRY IS BECOS I ALMOST LOSE U IN MY LIFE ALR I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE U AGAIN! and i started crying.. during that chat.. my heart really torns in to 18 pieces.. anyway.. since that day of the trip back.. i realise alot of things that i have miss and the mistake that i have made.. but one of the problem is.. i dunno how to solve it.. then as i was thinking.. my house phone rang.. it my grandmother( mom side) she call my to let me noe that my third aunt will b coming my house to do a spot check.. then i wa shock and i tell her ooo.. but... sunday i have something on.. and she said.. NTH IS IMPORTANT THEN YOUR AUNT COMING.. and i really piss off lar.. so i say fine! then i put down the phone and i say u come n c if there anyone at home lor.. cos sunday i have some family matter to do.. and i also get reminded by eunice that there will b meeting on monday.. so today morning 11+ i woke up from my bed.. i went to coffee shop to help my grandma( father side) to buy food as i walk walking.. i realise that my wound skin begin to drop off.. so i tot if i pull out the rest of it nth happen.. but to what i see is blood and nong.. then i realise how deep was the wound.. then i told myself.. oh no!.. if let ms wong knows abt it. she will b piss off with me.. but what i do can't be undone anymore.. so i put a plaster on it and i also go chaeck my own appointment so that the next health check, i also can go check what has happen to my leg why the swallon place still not yet down.. anyway.. i really miss all my friendship with everyone.. but now.... i left with 1
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